sudden clash of emotions.
how i loath it.

some days i couldnt give a rats ass.
some days, most days it gets to me, hard.

stays there long enough to mess with my head
and its gone, leaving me confused and
shattered till the next time it...'strikes'

when it does 'attack' suddenly all songs on the radio
feels like 'my' song.
even RIGHT ROUND by flo' rida! wth.

lol. dont ask me how.
the mind. or rather my mind, manipulating all the songs
to SOMEHOW squibble it around to
find some sort of and even the shortest of sentences in the
song to relate to my rather eff-ed up situation.
-.-''

Allot of unsaid things left me to ponder, eventually thinking
it was understood even if unspoken about.
truth be told, im still in the dark.

I think, i'll continue to be here.
Unless....
sigh.
that attaction.
the assumption of harmlessness.
boy, was i wrong.
its frikkin harmful! duh.
and painful
:(

i wish upon a falling shooting star

,
distance is quite a.....pain.